When Fu Jincheng answered the phone, there were a lot of people around him, and he was not good enough to ask her why she was crying, so he had to say, “I’m still a little busy here. I’ll call you later when I get on the bus?”
Hearing that he was busy, Gao Yunjin was afraid to disturb his work. Without saying much, he hung up.
She hung up the phone crisp, nothing to ask, Fu Jincheng’s helplessness is stronger.
Gao Yunjin always remembers that he said he would call her later, so he always carries his mobile phone with him for fear of missing his call.
However, she waited left and right, had lunch and had afternoon tea, but her mobile phone was still quiet. There was no news from Fu Jincheng.
She frequently looked at her mobile phone, and her secretary naturally found out, “Mr. Gao, are you waiting for Mr. Fu’s call?”
Gao Yunjin nodded with a faint smile.
The loss of her eyes was so obvious that the Secretary could not bear to ask again and changed the topic.
Gao Yunjin also began to devote himself to his work. He didn’t think why Fu Jincheng hadn’t called for so long. He just thought that he might have forgotten to call her again and promised to call back.
In her busy almost, she has selectively forgotten Fu Jincheng promised her, her mobile phone suddenly rang up.
She didn’t realize that it might be Fu Jincheng, so she picked it up and said, “hello.”
Fu Jincheng apologized to her for the first time: “it’s me. I’m sorry. I’m too busy here. I don’t have time to call back until now.”
On his side, he said whether he was busy or not, but there were too many things to deal with. He was busy here and busy there, and a few hours passed.
He didn’t want to contact Gao Yunjin as soon as possible, but he didn’t find a suitable time.
When he’s finished, it’s already three or four o’clock in the afternoon. We’ll have another social intercourse, and it’s now.
He has been thinking about contacting her, so when he got on the bus, he immediately called Gao Yunjin when he was free.
Gao Yunjin thought he had forgotten to call her, so he accepted the fact and thought he would never call again.
Maybe the expectation is low, so is the demand for him.
“Well, it doesn’t matter. Work matters.”
So, he called her now, and she was not so excited and didn’t look forward to it.
“Are you busy with your work?” Fu Jincheng recognized the coldness of her tone, he pretended not to care.
“It’s time to get off work?”
Fu Jincheng: “I’ll have to eat with people later.”
Gao Yunjin knew that he meant social intercourse: “hard work.”
“It’s not hard.” Hard is not hard, just miss her.
The conversation between them was rather dry. In the past, she didn’t say he was hard, but he took the initiative to mention it. I wish she cared more about him, so she desperately said how hard she was, and asked her to kiss him over the phone. Then, he began to plan for himself after he came back
The welfare is over.
Thinking of the gap between before and after, Gao Yunjin took a sip of water and diverted his attention. Don’t let him think about the past. “What’s the matter with you looking for me?”
Fu Jincheng: “Yueyue called me before I called you this morning.”
Gao Yunjin was nervous: “Yueyue called you? Is it hurt? Are you OK? Why didn’t you tell me before? “
“No. She’s OK. She called me to tell me you were crying this morning
Yue Yue is OK, Gao Yunjin is relieved, “I’m sorry, my tone was not very good just now.”
Just now her tone was too urgent. At the end, she seemed to have two more points of blame.
“Nothing.” Fu Jincheng said, then he was silent.
He suddenly felt that the sense of distance between him and Gao Yunjin was more and more clear.
Just now, her tone was a little urgent, right, but she worried that her daughter was normal. She blamed him, but he didn’t feel anything. What really made him care was her blurted apology.
They apologize to each other, sometimes alienating.
Between them, they fell into a familiar silence again.
Gao Yunjin thought that he should be unhappy. After a moment’s silence, he said, “I’m sorry.”
Fu Jincheng pursed his lips, “I said, needless to say I’m sorry.”
Fu Jincheng took a deep breath, “I don’t want to kill you, I just don’t think we need to be so polite.”
“Well, I know. I didn’t think much about it.” What he meant, she understood, was that the more they talked, the more polite they would become, “so you go ahead?”
Fu Jincheng sighed: “Xiaojin, I haven’t said the main purpose of calling you.”
“What?” Gao Yunjin was distracted by what happened just now. Now she has forgotten the purpose of his calling her.
Fu Jincheng tone is gentle, follow the induction of asked: “Yue Yue said you cried this morning, is what happened?”
Gao Yunjin didn’t expect that what he said was actually this matter. He felt a little uncomfortable, “nothing.”
Her answer is too perfunctory. Fu Jincheng understands that she just doesn’t want to tell him.
But she didn’t want to say that he couldn’t force her even in their current situation.
He said in a warm voice, “is it really nothing? If there is anything unhappy, please tell me not to hold it in your heart. “
Think of this morning’s thing, Gao Yunjin heart also soft a few points: “nothing, just think now so good.”
Now the two children are safe and happy, which is her biggest wish.
As for the matter with him, just go along with it. I can’t help it.
“What do you mean?” Fu Jincheng felt that there was something in her words and wanted to find out what she meant. “What’s this like?”
Does she think they are so good now?
If we want to expand this “like this”, we can say more.
When Gao Yunjin faces him, he doesn’t know what to say.
After thinking about it, she couldn’t help asking, “you’ll always be so nice to them, right?” Fu Jincheng knew that it was children, “of course, they are my children. Of course, I will always be good to them.” After that, he responded, “are you crying because you’re worried that I’m not good to my children? What are you doing
Do you think so? “
“I, I’m just worried…”
The rest, she can’t say.
Now Fu Jincheng, she believes that he will always be good to his children, but she worries that his attitude will change when he has other children.
Her hesitation and silence made Fu Jincheng misunderstand, thinking that she was thinking of her last life. In his last life, he really didn’t deserve to be a father. For their two children, he really felt sorry for them in his last life.